♥ thank you~ for everything~

03.01.10 , 09.01.10 , 17.01.10 , 07.02.10 , 21.02.10 , 07.03.10 , 10.03.10 , 14.03.10
17.03.10 , 24.03.10 , 31.03.10..............

Date that i'll never forget..
This year..
Everything changed..
From bad to good..
From good to better..
And from better to best!
Never regret..
Being chosen to national service..
It change the old bad,evil,spoiled jolyn
into
a brand new one..
A better human now.....
Thank you so much..
Thank you for everything..
Teaching me how to be a proper human being..
Teaching me what life is all about..
Teaching me whats important and whats not..
Teaching me to be a proper girl..
What should i do..
And what shouldn't .....
I'm glad.. I'm happy..

To some of you..
This maybe torturing..
Its like someone controlling you..
But to me..
Its different..
Somehow......
To me.. It feels like someone cares bout me....
Never neglect me..

Finally......
I felt like i'm happy living in this world for the first time..
I'm here.. And someone realised..
Someone cared.. Someone know..
For the past 17years..
All i felt is..
What on earth am i doing here? I'm useless..
What i've done all wrong.. No one cares.. I felt different.. I'm the weirdo or something..

But now its really different..
Thank you..
For everything..
I'll do as i say..
Keep my promises..
Promise sealed with a kiss..

The sun on your cheek,
The wind in your hair,
The speed beneath your feet,
Summer in your lungs,
Sparkle in your eyes,
A dare in your heart..

I'll appreciate everything i have ..
Appreciate all the time i have too..
Dunno whats gonna happen after this..
But one thing i'm sure..
My heart will always be with you ~
It'll never fade away ~
You're everything i ever wanted..
Anything i could ever wished for..
I ♥ You~