I always needed time on my own
I always know that
I need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And when i'm with you
Time will fly SUPER fast....

When you walk away
My heart will bleed horribly
Do you see how much I need you right now!!!
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it okay
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you gave,
Your scent on your shirt
And they smell just like you

When you walk away
My heart bleeds horribly again
Do you see how much I need you right now!!

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were,
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need you to be here with me
I miss you~

baby....
2 weeks
A new challenge
I know...we'll go mad
somehow....
Surely we can do it
I miss you
Miss you till i crazy
Cant get you out of my mind
Everytime i close my eyes..
Ur images appear on my mind...
When i sleep...
I dreamt of you..
Baby..... i love you..
I really do..
I'll miss you..
Take good care of yourself....
AND
Smile always baby...
I love you!

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Love, To Love, Our Love, Your Love, In Love, My Love…..
To love is grand…
Our love is one…
Your love is mine…
We are in love……
My love is yours……
You are my love…
Love, To Love, Our Love, Your Love, In Love, My Love…! ! !

When troubles bring you down
and you don't know what to do,
just look inside your heart
and you'll know that I love you.

Every one has a destiny to find,
looking in your eyes I have found mine.
You're all I ever wanted,
you're all I'll ever need.

I will be yours always,
you will have my love for eternity.

how i wish..............

It was crazy I know...
The way we fell in love..
And its difficult to show..
But it all started with, blue color sweet and nude choc ^^

It all began that one day..
When we were both on that bus..
We have so much in common, and we both like to play..
And baby since that one day, I can't get you out of my head..

Baby boy, I think about you all day long..
And even if there's an ocean between us now...
I feel close to you, everytime i see you even thou just a pict..
We fell in love, and I don't even know how..

But I do know that I love you, and I don't ask myself why
Because deep down inside me, I already know..
The reasons why I love you, and we don't need to be shy....
Because soon we'll be together, and to our world we will show....

That even though it seems all crazy..
But that's the way we fell in love~


how i wish...
time could go faster for now..
and freeze everytime im with you...
time flies~
everytime im with you...
i really wish i could spend more time to be with you...

how i wish...
i could let my parents know eveything..
bout how i feel...
whats on my mind...
its so difficult now....
and its not really fun...
if they understand and know whats on my mind...
everything could go better and smoother...
and you wont worry so much either...

how i wish...
i could spend my whole life with you..
im the luckiest girl in the whole wide world..
no no no.. should i say...
the whole milky way gallaxy...
no one treat me so nice and well like you do...
you are one in a million...
no one can ever take your place in my heart...
no one could ever replace you in my heart..
no one can ever take me away from you...
and i'll never let you go...

LOVE isn't finding someone you can live with..
LOVE is finding someone you cant live without..

every night when i lay me down to sleep,
i want to reach over and feel your touch so sweer.
although i know right now i cant be thare,
your still the one that keeps me protected from any fear.
my sheets are so cold, i feel like im falling into a huge hole..
i get this empty feeling in the pit of my soul.
i start to wonder, what if we hadnt met,
would my life be any better yet?
but i have never felt so beautiful,
as i do when im talking to you.
i finally found the respect and acceptance that all along i've been yearning,
although you say 'you still in foundation and i already graduate'.
(you noe what i mean laaa..hahaha..shhhhhhh..continue..)
in time i became more attached to you,
to an emotion, i wouldnt let go.
i soon saw how close we were and the feeling was good to know.
the minutes without you turned into day and the hours with you just flew past.
i only wish to see you more to make ever moment last.
with you im in a whole new world. you bring out the best in me.
its hard to think of you no being here for me,
you kind of teach me who to be.
and now i know we love the same,
as it doubles day by day,
yea of course i know the road ahead may get hard,
and times only seem rough,
but because you and i try so much,
i know we'll stay strong and together so tough.
though problems may lie ahead some day,
and either of us could be right,
i promise to always be by your side,
even when im not in sight.
but most of all i promise you my loving heart will love you forever and you gotta promise to hold it tight.
so each night beside my bed, when there's only one bright star to see.
i pray that we will never give up,
and always and forever remain you and me.


I Love You In Big Ways
I Love You In Small Ways
I Love You This Minute
And I'll Love You Always


I Love You For What You Are
I Love You For What You'll Be
But Most Of All
I Love You For Loving Me!

❤

❤

I MISS YOU~

I LOVE YOU~

I NEED YOU~

its me.... for you baby....

I know that i wasn't so blind
I can already see the truth
It's me for you~

Tonight you can imagine that I'm by your side
Cuz it's gonna to be the truth
I love you too

But can you hear me say?
Don't throw me away
And there's no way out
You gotta hold me somehow

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Everyday but all I have is time
I miss you all the time

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
I will be beside you

Take everything that you know i'll break
And I give my life away
So far for you
But can you hear me say
Don't throw me away
There's no way out
You gotta hold me somehow

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Everyday but all I have is time
Our loves the perfect crime

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
I will be by your side

Every night I'm weak
It's just another day without you
That I can't sleep
I gave away the world for you to

Hear me say!!!
Don't throw me away
There's no way out
You gotta hold me somehow

All I wanna do is touch you
I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Everyday but all I have is time
I love you FOREVER!!

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me!!

ت once upon a time.... and.....we'll live happily ever after~

Once Upon A Time~
Something happened to me...
It was the sweetest thing that ever could be..
A FANTASY~
A DREAM come true~
It was the day....
I fall in ♥ with you~
I'll always be beside you...
Until the very end...
Wiping all your tears away..
Being your best girl EVER~
I'll smile when you smile..
I'll feel all the pain you do..
And if you cry a single tear ,
I promise I'll cry too~ت


AND

We'll live happily ever after...

oriahanokudika!!!!!

we mawa nemuh!!!

♥

baby~

♥LOVE isn't finding someone you can live with..
♥LOVE is finding someone you can't live without~

i ♥ you~

i miss you~

You used to call me your baby
Said I was sent straight down from heaven
You'd hold me close in your arms
I loved the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me

I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you.......
I miss you.............


You used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm living out my dream
Oh how I wish you could see
Everything that's happening for me
I'm thinking now to the future
It's true that time is flying by too fast


I know you're in a better place,
But I wish that I could see your face too
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me
I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I MISS YOU~

today............was a fairy tale...

Today was a fairytale
You were the prince
I used to be a damsel in distress
You took me by the hand and you picked me up at six
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
I wore a dress
You wore a dark grey t-shirt
You told me I was pretty
When I looked like a mess
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down
Whenever you're around

Can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
You've got a smile that takes me to another planet
Every move you make everything you say is right
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
All that I can say
Is now it's getting so much clearer
Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down
Whenever you're around

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down
Whenever you're around
I can feel my heart
It's beating in my chest
Did you feel it?
I can't put this down

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

♥

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because when
I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight


I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear:

"Oh darling I wish you were here"


♥

YOUR LOVE IS MY DRUG!!

Maybe I need some rehab
Or maybe just need some sleep
I got a sick obsession
I'm seein it in my dreams
I'm lookin down every alley
I'm makin those desperate calls
I'm stayin up all night hopin hitin my head against the wall

What you got boy, is hard to find
I think about it all the time
Im all strung out my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind!

Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love

Wont listen to any advice
Mommas tellin me I should think twice
But look into my own devices, im addicted its a crisis
My friends think ive gone crazy
My judgments gettin kinda hazy
My steeze is gonna be affected if I keep it up like a love sick crack head

What you got boy, is hard to find
I think about it all the time
Im all strung out my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind!

Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love

I dont care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when your with me
But crash and crave you when you leave

Hey, so I got a question
Do you wanna have a slumber party in my basement?
Do I make your heart beat like an 808 drum
Is my love your drug? your drug?
Huh, your drug?
Huh, your drug?
Is my love your drug?

Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love

Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love


Hey, heyy, sooo
You love, your love your love, is my drug
(She says) I like your beard

help~~

what should i do  ??

♥ thank you~ for everything~

03.01.10 , 09.01.10 , 17.01.10 , 07.02.10 , 21.02.10 , 07.03.10 , 10.03.10 , 14.03.10
17.03.10 , 24.03.10 , 31.03.10..............

Date that i'll never forget..
This year..
Everything changed..
From bad to good..
From good to better..
And from better to best!
Never regret..
Being chosen to national service..
It change the old bad,evil,spoiled jolyn
into
a brand new one..
A better human now.....
Thank you so much..
Thank you for everything..
Teaching me how to be a proper human being..
Teaching me what life is all about..
Teaching me whats important and whats not..
Teaching me to be a proper girl..
What should i do..
And what shouldn't .....
I'm glad.. I'm happy..

To some of you..
This maybe torturing..
Its like someone controlling you..
But to me..
Its different..
Somehow......
To me.. It feels like someone cares bout me....
Never neglect me..

Finally......
I felt like i'm happy living in this world for the first time..
I'm here.. And someone realised..
Someone cared.. Someone know..
For the past 17years..
All i felt is..
What on earth am i doing here? I'm useless..
What i've done all wrong.. No one cares.. I felt different.. I'm the weirdo or something..

But now its really different..
Thank you..
For everything..
I'll do as i say..
Keep my promises..
Promise sealed with a kiss..

The sun on your cheek,
The wind in your hair,
The speed beneath your feet,
Summer in your lungs,
Sparkle in your eyes,
A dare in your heart..

I'll appreciate everything i have ..
Appreciate all the time i have too..
Dunno whats gonna happen after this..
But one thing i'm sure..
My heart will always be with you ~
It'll never fade away ~
You're everything i ever wanted..
Anything i could ever wished for..
I ♥ You~

♥ life~

LIFE is too short...
Grudger are a WASTE of happiness..
Laugh when you can..
Apologize when you should...
And let go what you cant change..

Love DEEPLY and forgive QUICKLY...
Take CHANCES..
Give EVERYTHING...and HAVE NO REGRETS..

Life is too short to be UNHAPPY..
You have to take GOOD with the BAD...
Smile when you're SAD..

LOVE what you got..
And always REMEMBER what you had...

ALWAYS FORGIVE AND NEVER FORGET..
Learn from your mistakes..
BUT NEVER REGRET!!

♥ 2008 ♥ 2009 ♥ DELTA ♥

well...
chia wen asked me to post something bout her...
haha..
i granted her wish!
here it is...

my high skul life...

lots of stuff happen for sure...
happy.....
sad.....
arguement had lots too!!
gossiping....
back stabbing..
(sure got)
XD
well......
but....................
after 2 years...studying together...
we graduated..
all going our own way now...
DIFFERENT way...
but im glad...
i hav ALL OF YOU as my friends..
we do everything together...
celebrating birthdays...
going movies....
shopping.... and so much more...
AND!!!
for sure...
DELTA...
LOVE taking pictures!!
one time outing can go till 300picts!!
see how crazy we are?
hah!!

well... lets see some pict ba...
CW.. not all bout you...
but im sure ALL stories sure got bout u!!

this is when we're in 4DELTA...when DEE2 still wit us.. haha.. CW.. pandai2 la... now wad happen...

forgive n forget la b.... ^^
btw... we like not studying lo.. kept on taking pict nia... haha.. well... thats us.. XD

mun2 and me.. bathing my odie boy ^^ love odie very much.. sadly.. in the end.. odie humsup mun2 alittle..

guess whats that.. RUBBISH BIN!! and yet we still can use it to take pict XD

this is dee2... n me.. CW... you're not here... pandai2 ... y? u noe y lo...XD

this is lili ^^ n celeen.. the extremely nottty girl...everytime my fren come she tot is her fren lidat XD

lili came my hse... so we went to the park for a walk la ^^

goodness.... this one
will NEVER EVER FORGET!!
lili,samantha..
gimme a serious make over..!!
first n last time i'll look like this.. scary...
i can even see my own eye lashes...
me n char playing XD
haha..nice experience though~
CW i noe u dun like to play tis.. tats y u're not here.. ^^

haha!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME^^
gosh guys....
thanks a lot.... i'll nvr forget...
2years strike kao kao.. MY SECRET RECIPE CAKE...
kena my whole face..
CW.. u not here.. u noe y? tat time me n u argue lo.. pandai  XD

thanks again everyone.. ^^
king!! see how u look last time XD
everyone looked crazy.. tats all i noe XD

tuition time ^^

ah seng.... ah lyn say thank you to u la...

haha.....

lili,char and my paper.. alvin teaching bio.. GRASHOPPER!! haha

alvin's drawing!! hhaha..

cute rite?

i noe XD

miss tuition nights...

lili... char.. we used to go night market b4 tuition somemore..

once... no la.. twice.. i met CW there..

and then... MY BIRTHDAY AGAIN!!!

SEXY 17.. thanks guys...

even though not happy stuff happy on tat day,

glad tat u both r fine now...

king... no more bike la... haha..

best birthday in my 17years of life!!

CW.. even thou we tengah argue..

glad tat u came...

^^

this cake........ again!!

kena my face...

for 2years... didnt really get to eat my cake XD

crazy human jumpin XD lina?? wad were u doin btw???
haha...... happy times....

inside my room.. XD

these bunch of human were finding STUFF inside..

sadly.. come on.. i dun have those STUFF kay...

GOODGIRL here ^^

i juz finish bathing...

see.. what you'll did to me!!

EVIL LA !!

BUT..........................................
in the end....
WE GRADUATED!!!!!

retarded XD

but FUN

yeah~

at last.....

no more 5DELTA...

but still friendz..

crazy delta human...

friends forever

^6^

bye bye everyone...

♥ DELTA~